What Did You Realize Melissa?

I'm slowly starting to realize that maybe I've never actually treated you fairly. I thought me putting in 100% would somehow make you want to do the same, but I've learned that maybe that's not how you see things. And for once, I'm trying to accept that. I thought maybe you'd appreciate everything I've done, and don't get me wrong maybe you have, I guess I just had too high expectations for you. And for that, I'm sorry. I just always thought you'd come around somehow, and I held on to that hope for the longest time because I really wanted you to change on your own without me. And now, I see a change right before my eyes, something I never saw coming. I can't lie, I get jealous sometimes yet I know you're happy and hey, friends are suppose to be happy for each other even if it's not with them right? And the worse part is, is that I know I could never compete or compare to everything you have now. It just hurts to know that when you had no one else, I was there. And now that you have the world, I'm not there with you. But maybe, it's time to flutter on our own without having each other constantly there. I guess I held on too strong and it's just hard to let go.. so this is me, not exactly letting go completely but just letting it all be. So bask in your happiness, your constant bliss, your overjoy and your endless laughs. I probably won't be there with you through it all, but I'll be there whenever you need me. I just hope you remember that.