The Sky Is The Limit

April. It's been the first time I've actually looked forward to April. I think it was mainly because the semester ended, and it came at a time where I could tell that I was slowly starting to give up. I think I primarily just needed a change or a break from the usual scheduled life. Mid-April was chaotic. Studying for finals is never a good time. And what made it worse was that I was sick and it was also Easter. It was really hard to stay focused, I spent days locked in my room but found myself procrastinating due to the marvelous and addicting applications on the iphone. But finals went by, they weren't so bad.. then came summer in April. It's an odd feeling, being free in the springtime and I guess it never really hit me until I realized how much time I had on my hands. I'm used to a routine, being busy, constantly doing something.. but for the last two weeks, I've bummed around and laid in the comforts of my bed. I caught up with my shows and movies that I've been longing to watch but never had the time to and I've finished The O.C. series on DVD. I've caught with some friends and yet drifted away from some as well. I have a feeling things are going to shift around again but hopefully I'll somehow manage. April also meant the month of truth... or should I say, day of truth. My Montreal dreams were shattered with an e-mail and the one school that I knew would satisfy my needs wasn't exactly very welcoming. I went from checking the mail daily to realizing now I need a plan B. But I think things will work out in the end. April. Springtime. New comings. Change. Let's just hope, the days will get brighter down the road. I'm starting to like this no jacket required, sun-shining, sunglasses needed, warm temperature, feel good kind of days.