"She said, bet you're probably gonna say I look lovely, but you probably don't think nothing of me."

Anger crosser her mind, but realistically it's nothing to be angry about. Maybe jealousy would be more appropriate, but it doesn't exactly hit every emotion felt beneath her skin. It wasn't suppose to be like this. Everything occurring within a blink of an eye. Rapidly the time is changing and change is inevitable. She is foolish to believe the honest words that came out of his mouth. It turns out it was all a lie. She doesn't regret investing all her time in his promises because it meant he truly cared in a chapter of his life. It's just that he's done with the chapter she was a part of. Maybe he's moved on, to not exactly better things, but more into what he wants whether it be a fantasy or a dream. Sometimes she believes it's her fault for letting this all happen. But then again, how can she blame herself for him discovering his true colours at the moment? And at the same time, it made her realize maybe the chapter in her life with him in it is coming to a close. She begins to remember that someone once her told her, it's not how fast you read a book it's about whether you learned something from it or not. She sits beside him wondering if he feels the same way. Probably not since she senses the dullness in his voice, the boredom written across his face and the fact that even though he's sitting beside her, he's not exactly there. She doesn't understand where it all went downhill. One moment everything was fine and the next, it's as if they're complete strangers.