One More Chance

It can be difficult to believe in second chances because everyone wants to be the first or get it right the first time. Sadly, sometimes the first time doesn't always work out the way we want them to. Fortunately or unfortunately, I guess it depends on how you see it.. People are given second chances. Do you take it and wish for the best or do you close the door thinking if it was suppose to happen it should have happened the first time? I don't know if I'm lucky because I honestly never thought I've been in life, but to have two second chances at two things I've truly wanted seems to make me wonder how everything came to be. I sit here contemplating, looking at the pros and the cons.. wondering if I'll ever make my decisions. I have to. I need to. If only I knew what the outcome would be, everything would be a little bit easier but then again where's the risk in that. If only decision-making didn't come with a time constraint, then I wouldn't hear the metronomic ticking of a clock constantly reminding me that for once in my life I can't be indecisive.